Had to play with fire and get burned
Only way the boy ever gon learn
Had to lay way in the cut 'til I finally got my turn
Now I'm on top in the spot that I earned it's MY LIFE
It's my pain and my struggle....
-jay.z
my.1st.song
So remember when everyone was doing all those 25 Things about Me things on facebook like beginning of last semester?? Well, I sorta made one too. Mines just never made it to facebook. Couldn't press the post button, too much exposure. A lot of things about facebook are starting to turn me off plus the fact that I really wanted to be real about it and I have over 1900 "friends" that thats public info to kind of disturbed me, too. Guess thats my social anxiety coming out, oh shit. Cool thing about it too is I haven't even read it since I wrote it (well maybe like twice and I think I let like 3 ppl read it too). This should give you a little insight, seriously. Think about what you are reading and let me know how you feel about it. Who Knows, I might make another Blog Exclusive one.....thats a thought (raising eyebrows).
Get Like B!!! 25+ Randoms
1. Those who know me best know exactly why I didn’t do this until March, lol, I can not feel like I followed someone about doing things so I completely feel justified doing this in April lol. Just gotta try and find a way to be different, and I really don't want everyone in my biz like that.
1. Those who know me best know exactly why I didn’t do this until March, lol, I can not feel like I followed someone about doing things so I completely feel justified doing this in April lol. Just gotta try and find a way to be different, and I really don't want everyone in my biz like that.
2. I was born @ my house on my bathroom floor and my dad delivered me with the help of a paramedic over the phone whose name just so happened to be Brian too (wasn’t named after him though), Krazy right?? Ya, I was 2 weeks late and was ready to come out right then and there, so I did. (This will make number 5 make more sense)
3. My middle name is Ross, lol YOU HAPPY??? Everyone knows that I really never cared for it until I was like 21, but coincidentally every girl calls me my middle name (What up Syd? Lol), I always tell people my middle name is Rumpelstilskin, good for dope reactions lol.
4. It’s not that I’m biased at all but I really honestly believe that I have the Dopest Family ever, dead serious. I love the fact that we are all our own people and are all trying to get (or have made it) to the top, and we support one another and challenge the hell outta each other too. I am the baby too, but I want ALL my cousins, aunts, uncles, my nieces and my PARENTS to know that yall are my motivation in a lot of ways that you guys don’t even know.
5. I am a serious, stubborn ass control freak, period. Whew, that felt gooood, don’t think that I ever just outright said that. Lol.
6. I am suuucchhh a smart ass it makes me laugh on the inside at some of the stuff I say.
7. I know that I’m not perfect by a long shot, but I really LOVE the person that I am and am becoming.
8. I party hard and WORK HARDER. Period. That’s how I have to be and was taught to be. It's in my genes
9. I think that my determination and confidence drive me to the heights that I have been to already and the ones I WILL reach. I mean if I’ma talk all this shit I guess I gotta back it up right?? Duhhhhh…
10. I absolutely fell in love with D.C. over Inauguration Weekend and will move there soon
11. Once I make it up in my mind that something is gonna happen or I’ma do something, Consider it done. I’m really driven about a lot of stuff
12. I THINK EXTREMELY HARD AND WILL OVERANALYZE EVERYTHING.
13. I love fashion, shoes, clothes and traveling, That right there is what my pay check will go to religiously aside from the rent lol. And I love women who have sexy shoes and know how to walk/wear them.
14. I hate for people to know a lot about me in general, once again one of the major reasons that it took me so long to do one of these.
15. As a part of my daily routine when I get to work if theres not much to do, I check my email, facebook and black gossip sites like its my job. Mediatakeout.com is like a really bad horror movie to me like I hate looking at it every day because I know a lot of it is complete bullshit and whats coming next, buuuuuttttt I do, everyday. Lol.
16. I handle a lot of things in my head by myself, I don’t like letting people in there. It's a lot going on up there.
17. I really still miss my Coomps (my grandfather), I had a relationship with him like nobody else did and none of the other stuff ever really mattered to me. That was my boy.
18. I really wish I could just fast forward my life to like April 29th, 2009, just wake up and have it be then lol, I really wanna just walk across this stage and kick it with my boys again BAD.
19. Lots of people mistake my lack of emotion for a lack of caring about some particular situation, TRUST, that’s a learned trait and something that I do for me, not you.
20. For as outgoing and personable as I am, I am an extremely private person who really doesn’t let anyone in, theres SOOOOO much stuff that I just deal with myself and don’t even want to let other people in on it. But when I do, You special ; )
21. I’ve got HUGE plans for myself……Stay tuned and get ready.
22. A few nights ago, an old friend told me in the same conversation that I could “charm the pants off a nun” (I thought they wore dresses :/ ??? whatever) and that I have the “slickest mouth in the world”, hey, gotta get a reaction right?
23. More than anything, I want to be remembered, whether good or bad, right or wrong, I want to know that I made my mark and touched people where ever I was.
24. For the LAST TIME, I.A M. N O T. M I X E D. I am the product of two light skin parents period.
25. I am never satisfied, I always think that theres something else that I could have done better or something that I can do better the next time, theres always something else that can be done.
26. I have three major influences in my life right now, Barack Obama, Jay-Z AND Bob Burley (my Poncho), I figure if I can be some type of hybrid weird conglomeration of these three people I think I’ll be doing pretty good lol…..
27. On that note I don’t think I’ve ever said this out loud but...
my dad is my FUCKING HERO!!! Lol
Like the impact that he’s had on people and the type of person that he is and who he's been to me, hasmade me just really makes me shake my head sometimes like on some real WOW shit. Like I really wish I could figure out how to verbalize it (which I will) but that’s just my dude man.
28. I love gorgeous women, period. I don’t think that anything more beautiful was ever created or will be, but I just want one for me lol. I don’t need em all, just one wild dope one lol.
29. People seem to think that I know sooooooooo much about women but the REAL truth is, I’ve done more messing up with them than I’d care to admit and am just really to a point where NOW, I think and pay more attention with them than most. I oughta know a little bit bout yall by now right??? Shit….
30. I’m pretty sure that I’m cool with the fact that me and my sister won’t ever be cool like that.
31. I think that second semester sophomore year, Cooper Hall 2nd Floor was the most consistent fun I’ve ever had. The Handles, The Double Boy, Jone Sessions in the Hallway, Fool!, Chocoloate City Night, Catching People on the Creep Trying To Sneak IN The Hallway lol, Room Battles, McGee Kicking Everyone Out when JT Left lol, Everyone walking by and slamming the shit outta our door, I could go on forever. Shit was sooooo funny everyday. Shout Outs to Chris, McGee, Peak, Jim Tim, Drop, Fitz, JohnRay, Burks, Crow (Yo, Fall Back Son!!! Lmao) and EB. That might’ve been the funniest semester ever and my grades def reflected it lol.
32. I hate giving up on stuff and people, everything that I ever have I try to put out of my mind but I definitely still think about it all a lot.
33. My Frat’s the SHIT!!! Shout Outs to My Khapter Bruhs, BE, AO & every other fly N.U.P.E. rocking that Krimson & Kreme. YO BABY YO!!!
34. My calmness in stressful situations makes less confident people really nervous, I just really have a lot of FAITH and I know that everything is gonna work out. No reason stressing whats already done right?
35. I am really extremely focused on my future, like I really wanna get there and do all these big things I think and dream about, but wanna really learn something about me, listen to the last verse on Successful by Drake…might find out something never thought about.
36. LOL I don’t think that being really, really attractive is enough in the world where I’m trying to go or to be wifey, I mean intellect and some personality has to be a part of the equation too
Ok. so that was semi deep and I really hope it gave you something about me, but like I said I really feel like I should do another one but ehhh, we'll get to it
