I'm tryna do it all tonight,
I Got Plans,
I got a certain lust for life,
As it stands,
And everything is going as right
As it can.
-drake
lust.for.life
One thing that's safe to say about 2009 is that for everyone, me included it has meant change. From Obama to WAMO going off the air here in PGH, 09 has been big on change. My life has really been in that mode too. And it will definately be in overdrive for the next few months too. I finally (after having the job for damn near 7 months smh) start my job at PNC next week. I have really been seriously looking for apartments and finally found a few that I REALLY like and I really have a plan of moving out by October. I'm single, and been single but now I can say I'm honestly to a place where I honestly want to and am ready to meet "appropriate" women lol, can't always say that was true (we'll get into that at a later date). But the best part about all of this... I'm ready for it. Like you know sometimes when you have to take a new step in life and you aren't really ready for it or thrilled about it but it has to happen? That's not the case here, I've had time to make my moves and get to this point. I have a GREAT job. Like I really couldn't complain if I tried before everything starts. I'm blessed, to be in the situation that I'm in and to even be able to attempt to do these things I am BLESSED, period. With that said and knowing that he's on my side, I'm ready for this next step. I've really worked hard in preparation for this. I mean though to say that starting for a company in an industry that I am not familiar with at all is slightly nerve-wracking is a very, very fair statement. But I can make it. Shit I will make it. The moving out thing is cool too I think I've been ready for that. I might be biased but I know I have the best parents in the world who will support me with whatever I do and even if I decided to stay home for like a year -side eye-. But I just l-ve having my own space to do what 23 year old young professionals do lls (such a loaded statement lls) I've been pricing things for an apt like I've really been on it with everything lls. Kinda proud of me lls. But I'm just happy with where I'm and and where I'm going, not satisfied but happy. I'm grateful for how things are & where I'm at right now but I know it gets better I can feel it. To most keeping it ups the hard part, for me that's where I'm myself the most at. Stay tuned this show only gets better.
