#Ready

I'm tryna do it all tonight,

I Got Plans,

I got a certain lust for life,

As it stands,

And everything is going as right

As it can.

-drake

lust.for.life

One thing that's safe to say about 2009 is that for everyone, me included it has meant change. From Obama to WAMO going off the air here in PGH, 09 has been big on change. My life has really been in that mode too. And it will definately be in overdrive for the next few months too. I finally (after having the job for damn near 7 months smh) start my job at PNC next week. I have really been seriously looking for apartments and finally found a few that I REALLY like and I really have a plan of moving out by October. I'm single, and been single but now I can say I'm honestly to a place where I honestly want to and am ready to meet "appropriate" women lol, can't always say that was true (we'll get into that at a later date). But the best part about all of this... I'm ready for it. Like you know sometimes when you have to take a new step in life and you aren't really ready for it or thrilled about it but it has to happen? That's not the case here, I've had time to make my moves and get to this point. I have a GREAT job. Like I really couldn't complain if I tried before everything starts. I'm blessed, to be in the situation that I'm in and to even be able to attempt to do these things I am BLESSED, period. With that said and knowing that he's on my side, I'm ready for this next step. I've really worked hard in preparation for this. I mean though to say that starting for a company in an industry that I am not familiar with at all is slightly nerve-wracking is a very, very fair statement. But I can make it. Shit I will make it. The moving out thing is cool too I think I've been ready for that. I might be biased but I know I have the best parents in the world who will support me with whatever I do and even if I decided to stay home for like a year -side eye-. But I just l-ve having my own space to do what 23 year old young professionals do lls (such a loaded statement lls) I've been pricing things for an apt like I've really been on it with everything lls. Kinda proud of me lls. But I'm just happy with where I'm and and where I'm going, not satisfied but happy. I'm grateful for how things are & where I'm at right now but I know it gets better I can feel it. To most keeping it ups the hard part, for me that's where I'm myself the most at. Stay tuned this show only gets better.

Pretty Girls: Amber.Rose.no words...literally.

Give you ice like Kobe right??

We sorta like Goldie right

The way we mold 'em right

I can make you a celebrity overnight

-twista

overnight.celebrity

So...just to be real this chick is really one of the hottest in the game right now. If you don't think so you either a. Don't have male anatomy (and aren't an honest woman) or b. Don't have a pulse. Yea I'm talking about her, your favorite stripper's favorite ex-stripper/everybodys fave white girl, Amber.Rose.
In a funny convo with some friends a few weeks back one female coffee faced friend of mines said: "Brian, think about it, have you ever heard her speak, liiiike ever???" My response: "not important. I'm not interested in her words....not.one.bit". -shrugs- I meant it, like seriously. If you haven't got the memo, I'm deathly honest occasionally. But seriously, it's her style, swagger and sex appeal that makes her D O P E. So honestly, I don't NEED to hear her speak, I get everything I need from her from the black gossip blogs damn near daily pics of her ass (literally and figuratively). Style wise, she's not afraid to wear what she wants or do what she wants. I mean if there was any doubt just look on top of her head. In a world where dramatic and pathetic overuse of the word swag reigns supreme, as far as new girls go, hers is the only one who can hold a candle to little Miss Um-ber-ella herself Rihanna, believe it. And it also doesn't help that for as out of the ordinary and eccentric as her style is 9 times outta 10 when you see her, she's holding the hand of a black man who's had a mullett and worn stuff way too small, yes I mean Mr. West, she looks normal next to him. So she fits it. I dig it. But all jokes aside, anytime you can end up online daily, in magazines monthly and a haircut that was named after you, with 95% of the people who see you never hearing a word come out of your mouth, you are doing it. Kudos Mrs. West. Kudos. More pics beloooow.

Random Thoughts 9.6

Well alright, okay

I've been gone, and away

For too long, a mistake

But right now, I feel awake

I'm feeling like I'm back (Just like I'm back)

Said I'm feeling like I'm back (Feel like I'm back)

-fabolous

feel.like.i'm.back

I missed you too no need for arguements or fighting. Can't even use the whole "I've been busy excuse. I mean I have been busy.-cough- not.blogging. but not busy per se. Whatever -shrugs- told you I do what I want but just wanted to write these, they'll come every once in a while so enjoy. These are some of my thoughts I just wrote down on last sunday.

-I hate when people try to tell me that I "expect too much"/want too much for myself, don't you dare try and corner my dreams or lower my expectations because of your lack there of. Just had to blurt that out.

-i have a steady rotation of great new music in my CD player right now and it makes me happy, its the BP3, Trey Songz' Ready, Fabolous' Loso's Way & Maxwell's BLACKsummer's night. All great music, check em out. I need to review them on here honestly. Plus I bought all of them and I am not upset about my purchases at all with any of them. Look for the reviews whenever I can figure out how to get BP3 outta my car smh.

-i have only recently realized that my best Saturday's are the ones I spend with either friends or family just hanging out annndd I l-ve it. Just having good people who you can just hang and laugh and drink in a chill environment is really the shit lls. I used to think that my Saturdays had to be filled with clubs, bars, malls and just constant movement but I dig just sitting still. Just thought I'd share that.

-Just listened to two new singles from Wale and Drake, personally my two fave young guns coming up in Hip Hop (J. Cole is gaining ground can't front) . To say that both were impressive would be an understatement. Wale's track "Ice and Rain" takes it back to the days of real storytelling hip hop, I follow dude on Twitter too (seems like a real dude who's just tryna come up and put on for his city, I dig all that), and I really liked the song like it was D O P E to me. But he said something that I really don't know if he's capable of right now, that he has way better tracks than that and that didn't even make the album -side eye- I mean I'd l-ve to be proven wrong but come on man. Maybe I think too highly of the track but, I doubt he has 15 better ones. But, prove me wrong, please. The Drake track is called Fear, personally, I dig the new music from him because I'm sure just like everyone else I have played my So Far Gone so much to the point that EVERY track skips so to hear some new music from him was refreshing. The Lyrical content was definately there, this dude speaks on success and making it in the Game like a vet. I get the "this is it?" vibe from a lot of his tracks but find them and listen to both. Definately worthwhile.

-College Football started. I'm happy. Enough Said.

ok.i was back but i'm about to post again so bye.